I SHOULD be sending out invitations to a baby shower….

but I’m sending invitations to a memorial instead.

I SHOULD be looking at summer camps for my daughter…

but I’m arranging counselling sessions for her instead.

I SHOULD be happy that the sun is finally out and it’s getting warm….

but I’m sitting in my basement in front of a computer crying my eyes out for all the should have beens…

Fuck I wish this would stop being so hard…

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