So it’s mid-week update time again.. I am balls tired as my OB was on-call last night and dragging her ass today and so I was in the clinic for 3 bloody long hours waiting to see her for all of about 5 minutes…. got a lot done though… which you can read about here:

How far along? 30 weeks 4 days

Maternity clothes? Short fat girl that I am- I have outgrown my denim maternity capris… wish I could just live in my humongous pajamas… even to go out in… Or perhaps invest in a couple of muumuus…

Stretch marks? not any worse than they were before… maybe a couple are getting more reddish… i really haven’t paid much attention.. I think I may change this question to something else…

Sleep? neeeeeed moooooore… seriously… I’m turning into a zombie as we speak…

Food cravings? not really… got some more hot wings… god I love hot wings…

Gender? We might just get a chance to check in the next two weeks- I”m being sent for an U/S to judge baby’s size, as well as to see the best angle to attempt turning the little transverse-lying bugger…

What I miss? The delusions I had of having a vaginal birth… the closer we get to D-Day, the more likely a C-section is looking… I also miss my delusions of diet-controlled GD (gestational diabetes)… it was baaaaaaad- really bad… I meet with an internal specialist sometime next week to discuss options… ugh..

What I look forward to: Summer off with the hubs… having our baby to snuggle and have baby naps with..

Milestones: I epic failed the 3 hour glucose… not a milestone I’m proud of.. but a milestone nonetheless

Emotions: Right now, I’m exhausted and defeated… it seems that I just can’t do anything like a normal human being…. I have to add complications on top of complications!! gah!! I”m pissy that baby hasn’t turned and I’m staring a C-section in the face- I had my damn cervix sewn shut and the baby might not even come out that way!!! That’s just not cool in my world… also, terrified doesn’t even begin to describe how I feel about getting any more needles in my spine… I honestly don’t think I could handle that again…

And that’s all for now folks… I am le tired and need a nap… I’m so exhausted I can barely keep my eyes open!

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